Painful

I speak not because I want to, but I speak in behalf of my aching heart.
Yes, it’s finally aching.
Like it’s going to burst because of too much pain.
Pain that I never thought I’ll be going to experience.
I want to shout but I don’t know where to go.
Leaving me nothing but bare the pain alone.

Yes, I’am jealous.
Who said I can’t?
Im obviously a girl who get jealous because of some random things.
It may sound absurd but Im jealous because of a girl.
A girl whom I think he deserves.
She’s pretty, smart and most of all they have the same interest.

I’am stupid right?
Comparing myself to a girl that I think he truly deserves.
Painful.
Too painful.

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