I speak not because I want to, but I speak on behalf of my aching heart.
Yes, it’s finally aching.
Like it’s going to burst because of too much pain.
Pain that I never thought I’ll be going to experience.
I want to shout but I don’t know where to go.
Leaving me nothing but bare the pain alone.

Yes, I’m jealous.
Who said I can’t?
I’m obviously a girl who gets jealous because of some random things.
It may sound absurd but I’m jealous because of a girl.
A girl whom I think he deserves.
She’s pretty, smart and most of all they have the same interest.

I’m stupid right?
Comparing myself to a girl that I think he truly deserves.
Too painful.