How do you mend a broken heart?
A heart that was shattered again and again but keeps on loving the same man who broke it?
My world is broken and so my heart is.
The hardest part is waking up each morning knowing he’s gone.
No more morning calls, no more cuddles and the worst are no more “I love you too”every time you’ll say “I love you”.
We all know that it takes seconds to say hello BUT it takes FOREVER to say goodbye.
Moving on is easy but it is the memories you need to leave behind is what makes it hard.
I won’t ever leave you no matter how many times you say I leave you.
That’s what you feel and see but do you ever care to know what I feel during the days you thought I leave you?
I love you ever since you have my YES but I can’t stand seeing us being trapped on the same broken feelings.
There is no such thing as fall out of love when it’s all about your first love.
Because they say that first love never dies and I do believe on that.
I never fall out of love with you because I know it was real when I saw your face during the time I hurt you the most.
Let me be the one to suffer all the consequences I’ve done way back.
If only I believe in every word you said, we could be the happiest couple living together.
But everything was all in the past now and the present is my punishment for leaving you.
For being too weak in fighting the love that we lost the moment I said goodbye.
I’m sorry if kept my love away from you.
I’m sorry for not trusting and believing in every word you said.
But it is hard to pretend that I don’t care during the times I want to hug you.
It’s hard to pretend that I don’t ever love you when my heart is shouting only your name.
If only I close my eyes and listen to my heartbeat, I will never fall out of love with you.
So let me be the one to suffer and see you walk out of the door.
Let me be the one to cry all night long until this pain lasts.
and let me be the one to be broken and see you love someone else.
So I’m telling you for one last time and GOODBYE…
But if you love me still then stay, don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss.
I just need to get this off my chest, that you will always HAVE MY HEART.
Let me talk to you for one last time to say the words that I should say 10 years ago.
All I want to tell is “I LOVE YOU” and always will.
You’re the part of my heart that will never stop from beating.